Secretly Falling Apart

My Thoughts Today :-

I think I am tired. My soul is ! When things don't seem right. When everything around me remains stagnant. Nothing seems to matter ... no more. I feel that everything I had is now gone. And I am left here, searching and searching and yet I don't seem to find it. Perhaps, I should start digging deeper for answers. The depth I am right now shows only darkness. Why ? Where am I heading ? When will this negativity and anxiety leave me ? Go away, I cry out ! I will never want to head into that direction. I know it's one of those days. Bleak. Dark. Lonely, but hey! they're just a short term effect and soon I will be UP. Will get myself back and stand up yet again. I did it once and I will do it again. I will come out unscathed. I believe in ME. Never gonna allow myself to secretly fall apart. No way ... you will never take control of me...

Did I scare you peeps with my thoughts ? Perhaps am a lil' troubled but this too shall pass ... I know!

See you soon in a better situation ...

Btw, don't we all need a lil' lift once in a while ? 

Love, Light & Peace Always :)