I Want To Be Magic


“I want to be magic.
I want to touch the heart of the world and make it smile.
I want to be a friend of elves and live in a tree.
Or under a hill.
I want to marry a moonbeam and hear the stars sing.
I don't want to pretend at magic anymore. 
I want to be magic.”
~ Charles de Lint ~

Our Lost Ones

"Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy."~ Unknown  

My Life Too Has Meaning ...


Some roads are better off walked alone,
Some words are better left unsaid,
Some people are better off left behind
And sometimes, only sometimes, it is the hardest thing to figure out
When that “sometime”has come.

And so you dwell, you drift so alone in the dark
Hoping to find something other than what you’ve found before.
Wondering if it even exists,
If it’s really there, real to touch,
Enough to embrace, and deep,
For it to truly understand all of you.

Thinking that you might be crazy,
Asking for something that has not yet been made
Or at least not been made FOR YOU.
And as you watch on, trying to find out, who went wrong
Or what is wrong
You just pray that all is as should be.

Maybe I should change and become one of them
And maybe, just maybe, I should lift my head up
Stand tall and go there, where my being is heard,
And my life too has meaning! -Unknown

Totally Lost !

I have come to a point where I can't decide what I want. I am torn apart. I've tried to analyse my wants and needs and yet it is such a difficult thing to conclude. I am at a breaking point. How I wish life can be much simpler when making decisions. Now, what do I do ? I am totally lost ! :(